I need to find a nice guy that I can go to with my problems. Hmmm..

I couldn’t ask for a better sister.

The day I have been dreading for months finally came. Today the seniors graduated from high school. I am devastated. Greg is gone.. It’s time to walk through the halls alone, and pretend that I am ok with it. I am going to be so lost. The only thing I can hope for is that he will keep in touch with me. He is going to meet so many new people in college that I am afraid our friendship will fade. It kills me to think about how different next year will be. I just hope one day our lives will intertwine again and maybe he will fall in love with me. Our friendship is the kind that will never be forgotten. I will care for him forever.

My koi photography.

I am quite excited to start gardening!

Oh my.

One day everything will make sense.. All of these sleepless nights, and the continuous let downs. The way I tell myself I am ok when in reality I am drowning inside. It will be ok. One day I will wake up and be happy.

I want you.