My whole life I have been the perfect student, and my parents have pushed me to the point of breaking when it comes to school. I have always felt like I need to impress them, and make them proud so I dreamed of going to college to become someone important in the world. Things changed and I have changed..and now I am unsure of my whole life And everything I have ever had planned. I’ve been caught up in preparing for my future for so long and have been trying to please everyone but myself. I know I want to travel and see the world. I know I want to have silly jobs and spend countless hours reading on the beach.. And so be it if I want to smoke weed I want to be able to do so without worrying about everyone else for once. I want to be free and find out who I really am and I want to surround myself with people who love me and want what I want… But on top of all of this I want my family to understand.
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I need to move on.